I am still sad, though life goes on and I am more adjusted to my new life. Every now and then I'm consumed with thoughts on a 14 year relationship that is no more - and how I have not moved on as easily she has seemed to. I don't know how people do this so often.
This is honestly making me even more cynical than I already was, at least about interpersonal relationships. It's just hard to keep a positive focus - but I am trying. My future is so uncertain, and not all that great, but I'm going along. Trying to be the best father I can be to my children - they are the sole source of true joy in my life now, and I'm just so thankful that they're wonderful people.
Don't worry Steve.. Life is so unpredictable. Tomorrow may bring a twist in your life. Happiness comes when it is most unexpected. Just keep going strong, buddy.
ReplyDeleteSending lotz of positive vibes from Malaysia,
Susilan.