You know, I often get dragged down and depressed about how sick I became in the last 10 years, and how much it dragged my life down.
Which does have truth to it - but another part of the truth is, despite all the dialysis and botched surgeries I've had - I lived a pretty crazy and amazing life. I've met SO many interesting people, and I've done a lot of interesting things. Heh. I guess as years go by, you tend to forget a lot of what has happened to you, and you can focus on stuff that's bothering you in the moment.
But I can honestly say - what felt like a life restrained for me was more than most would live. Less than some, heh, but definitely more than most. And though I do miss being young and carefree, I'm right where I should be. Maybe I'm just generically pissed about growing up! I think everyone from age 25-95 can relate to that.
~Steve
Which does have truth to it - but another part of the truth is, despite all the dialysis and botched surgeries I've had - I lived a pretty crazy and amazing life. I've met SO many interesting people, and I've done a lot of interesting things. Heh. I guess as years go by, you tend to forget a lot of what has happened to you, and you can focus on stuff that's bothering you in the moment.
But I can honestly say - what felt like a life restrained for me was more than most would live. Less than some, heh, but definitely more than most. And though I do miss being young and carefree, I'm right where I should be. Maybe I'm just generically pissed about growing up! I think everyone from age 25-95 can relate to that.
~Steve
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